I lost my husband on April 8th. He was only 43. We have a 17 year old together. I'm 39 and I'm so torn and lost. My world has been turned upside down and spun around. His name is Tony, he was a sweet sweet guy, he was literally the nicest most generous guy. He was the best father and husband. Our home is a very sad place right now. He was I'll for a few weeks, he was in the ICU for 2 weeks and on life support. His liver & kidneys both failed and his heart failed. I'm so lost... I've contacted my sons school regarding it and his school counselor is going to be working with him as well as another grief counselor. I'm looking for others to share stories with and to be strong with together. I know we will all get through this but not ever seeing him again hurts so bad.