My mom passed away on February 2nd. I went to the hospital to see her. I walked in her room, touched her face and her hand ,told her that I love her and I would be okay, and she took her last breath. I was very close to my mom. I called her every night just to talk to her. Now I think about calling her and remember that she is gone. I devastate myself all over again. I can't believe she is gone. I can't accept that she is not here anymore. She is not just my mom. She is my best friend. I miss her so much it hurts !!