On November 14th, 2018, I lost my wonderful wife to lung cancer, in less than 4 months from diagnosis to death. It's hard to believe that she's gone and left a huge hole. We have a 20-year old daughter, who still lives at home, but is busy with work and school, so is not around very much. Hard to get going in a house full of memories of her and very quiet. She has so much stuff around the house from her crafts and decorating for the seasons and holidays, it's very difficult to get through it all. Some days, I really can't face doing anything, others, I do stuff and then wonder if I really accomplished anything.