Mimi, Paul and John, I have had a day to think about this. Last night as I lay in bed, sleep was restless at first, as I thought about that statement and how I truly feel deep down. Each day as I rise I look back to the previous day and realize the one person who is always in my thoughts is my late wife. Mimi of course you did nothing wrong by saying you didn't say goodbye. John I agree, I will never say goodbye. Why? Even though our love of life has left us behind on this mortal earth is amazingly hard to overcome. Being of faith, and believing in the Almighty God, I take comfort each day knowing that one day into my future I will see her once more. This waiting on Earth, in this life, is at times hard, but allows me to possibly heal others in our family who are also sharing this grief. Linda, Nadine's older sister, took this loss so hard. She was with us, and Nadine the last two months of Nadine's life. You see, before Nadine's passing, Linda's other two brothers, and other sister had died before Nadine. This was last of her siblings. So her passing was so gripping to her, and I understood from the beginning. With her being the oldest, I can see how she didn't grasp why she is the last to go. But what I see from my viewpoint is how special a person Linda is, and how classy she handled each one of them deaths as they occurred. Faith was her guiding light, and will be mine as well. I realize death has affected each of us differently. We will have days of many happy memories. Goodbye is not in our mind and will never will be. So yes, it will take Forever. That is until we say hello once again with the one we love in heaven.