It’s been 5 months since my husband of 46 years went home to our Father in heaven. I thought that I was starting to do better and enjoy life but then I had a de ja boo moment today. It was my break time and I thought oh I have to call Bob and realized oh he is not here anymore. Then of course I had to see my memories on Facebook and saw where he fell down on the sidewalk. Then all these emotions came over me and my heart broke all over again.