Hi. I'm a 28yo, an only child, who just lost both of my parents suddenly. There was an explosion from our stove at home back on 11th January. Since then, both of them were in ICU. And finally, my Dad passed away on 21st of January. My Mom passed away on 25th January. I'm the only one left in this family. And I'm also single. I have friends, very good ones. But I still feel so lonely everyday. No one can change my parents' position in my life, so I feel like a big part of me has gone. I already went back to work and my routines 2 days after my Mom's cremation, because I need to do something, just anything, to not be alone and think too much about everything. But still, there are times when it's really really hard, the emptiness really unbearable, that I'd cry at random times or places.