i have been crying all day today. its been really bad all day long. you see this weekend is the large yard sales that goes on every year. it is about 20 miles long and many people are selling stuff everywhere. kenny loved this sale he had a spot where he set up the things he wanted to sale. most of all he loved to meet and talk to all the people that came by. i have stayed home and not went out because i would have to pass by the place he always was. it was always a big deal here and i am so sad he is no longer here to be apart of it. i wonder if people missed him or spoke of him today. i sure miss him and about now he would be coming home to tell me all the stories of what happened. dear god how am i going to make it through thanksgiving,christmas and our anniversary on feb 3 valentines day. this is so bad.