I recently lost my husband on November 30. It was sudden and unexpected. We were together for 35 years. He was my best friend. I never knew one could feel so much pain and sadness. Its all so overwhelming. Hard to get out of bed in the morning. Yesterday I packed up all his clothes and donated them. And today I walked into the closet and saw his side empty and it broke me. Changing accounts to my name only made me feel like I was erasing him. He was 3 days shy of 62. How do I go on alone?