I lost my Terrance 2/13/2019 to stomach cancer. He was diagnosed only 6 months prior. I am a nurse so logically I knew he would last long and yet I didnt believe God would take him so soon. I am totally devastated. I feel worse because we have 2 teenage boys and now that the holidays are here our house is depressed and I dont know how to make it better for my kids. How to get out of this slump and be a mother to my kids again.