It's been a year and still can't wrap my head around that my spouse is no longer here. It's like I have no idea how to feel because everyone says life goes on it doesn't stop! I'm sad, angry, irritated , annoyed at everything and everyone when I don't mean too. It's like everyone went on about life and me and my kids are alone even though we have have so many friends and family that are there for us and love us I just feel alone to pick up the pieces and think that everyone thinks I'm ok ! I'm not ok!!!