As this virus makes us take new routines it hurts so much being stuck in the house without her. God we would of had so much fun! Blasting music. Drinking beers. 1pm in house just us two happy hour. Stupid jokes. Laughing. But two months ago today I lost you. Instead of laughing I’m sitting here in an empty house crying. Dammit I’ve been doing so good. I’m a mess today. I f’ing miss you. So lonely here without you I really hope there is life after this. I can’t wait to see you again. I miss you.