It's been 9 months since I lost my soulmate suddenly..I keeping wondering if I will ever stop counting? The hurt will never go away, I know that now but I can smile about my memories sometimes and Breathe a little easier now. I really don't know where my life is headed or if I'll ever be with anyone again, can't even imagine that. Some days I still get very sad and cry all day. I know it's a process but Its like 2 steps forward, 10 steps back!! So, I just keep moving, try to stay busy and trying not to become anti-social, very hard. I pray everyday for peace and strength to keep going, God is good, he Will get me through...this I am certain!