9 months and counting

It's been 9 months since I lost my soulmate suddenly..I keeping wondering if I will ever stop counting? The hurt will never go away, I know that now but I can smile about my memories sometimes and Breathe a little easier now. I really don't know where my life is headed or if I'll ever be with anyone again, can't even imagine that. Some days I still get very sad and cry all day. I know it's a process but Its like 2 steps forward, 10 steps back!! So, I just keep moving, try to stay busy and trying not to become anti-social, very hard. I pray everyday for peace and strength to keep going, God is good, he Will get me through...this I am certain!

 

Dear Countrygirl63.
GR8 attitude! God has
been wonderful to me
and though I have been
very lucky when it came
to the loves in my life,
It was God that made it
all come together.

Yes grieving hurts big time
But we had a wonderfull
person in our life that has
enriched us because they
were the kind of people
we loved being with.

No one ever said life would
be easy but I knew God would
always be there.

I wish you all the best CG63
on this long rocky uphill
road called grief.

Sincerely,
Ray G.

 

Dear Countrygirl,
Just wanted to drop a line
and say I hope you are
doing btr. It will take a
while. I hope God is always
lookin over you and hlpg
u in every way. It is a very
rough road. I am kpg myself
busy an have a lot going on.
I do a lot of hvy thinking.
Anyway I want to say I
wish you the best on this
long up hill an rocky
journey but it can not last
forever but dang well seems
to.
Sincerely,
Ray G.

 

Please feel free to write me,
Want to actually talk to a guy
who has been thru this 2x in
the last four yrs?
I am not trying to be too forward
just that there is more content
in a real conversation. It is up
to you.
727 204 2767
Sincerely,
Ray G.