I lost my husband to liver cancer in March 2020. He was the one I had always waited for after my first marriage ended in divorce. He was such a special person-kind, helpful, loving, sweet, a real helpmate for me in raising our daughter with Down Syndrome. Now it is just me and her, and she is really not much company for me. She just stays in her room and watches dvd's. She is 29 now. I am lonely, and can't really find anything to cheer me up as I usually can. Is this the way it's going to be from now on?