Now it is about a month since my husband of 40 years passed away. My grief is intensifying and overwhelming me. I started therapy and some anti-depressant, but I feel like crying or screaming every second. I cannot believe he is gone. I am angry he is gone. I feel guilty he is gone, and I cannot believe he isn't coming back. How can I navigate life without him. I depended on him to help make major decisions. I am scared, sad and grief stricken.