I wish I have the power to bring back time so I can hold my Papa's hand and tell him that everything will be alright. To hold his hands and say "We miss you and love you so much". I haven't seen him since 2002 and was pllaning to go back next year hoping Covid will die down. I wanted for all of us to have a family trip and enjoy every minute together... but now he's gone. My focus for a lot of things vanished and my mind is so confuse on what happen and what to do... When I was in the darkest place, he was the only one to uplift me and made me sure that he is on my side ... He told me as long as I am happy, he is with me. I love you Papa and wishing that my heart will heal again once more...
