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I could go on and on of the losses I had experienced. I guess what I am doing by sharing some of this with you is because I want you to realize, that even though those loses were heartbreaking, I was able to accept it and live my life. I just never let none of them losses leave my heart and mind.
One of the loneliest times of loss is not being able to talk of it. Having to hide it deep inside you. You know you are hurting with those memories and all you want to do is remember them. I want to tell all of you. Never stop remembering, and disregard those who wish to just forget.
I have shared many hugs, many words and many memories. I remember being Okinawa on shift and I was called to the phonebooth. The Red Cross was on the line telling me my grandfather had finally passed. Without my coworkers present to help pick me up I don't think I would have recovered.
I had shared all my summers with him as I grew up. I have so many memories with him and my grandmother.
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Sure some losses hit us harder than others. We are who we are, and we still know that those people were important to us, either as a loved one, a friend, or someone we knew.
How each of us grieve has no rules. Our reaction to that loss though it may different than another's, is how we start to come to the enormity of that loss. There is no time limit to healing. Just know, others understand you might need space and time.
In the military, periodically we would go on trips with our team members, camping, white water rafting, gatherings at the campfire at night. We would talk, there with loved ones and those we worked with.
We would share so many stories with one another. It didn't matter how personal it was. At those moments, we were all fragile, looking out for one another.
Some stories were sad, others happy, still others were of our hopes and dreams and what we wished for our future.
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No one, saw race, religion, age, gender as a stumbling block. We were all just people, together with one another giving a piece of ourselves to everyone.
When you think of the one you lost. You are looking back, perhaps wondering if you might have done something different. Sorrow is awful. We tend to keep that deep inside us, as if it were too valuable to let go, for fear we might forget the one we loved.
I look back over the years since my wife's passing, and so many thoughts rush through my head. I beat myself up for what could I have done differently in my life to have changed the outcome. I know as you go from sorrow to regret, you might end up blaming yourself.
I now realize, life though amazing as it is, there are no paths we can take to undo what has become. My first step in my own recovery was to be able to stand at her grave and realize it wasn't anything I did, it was just fate stepping in and taking control of her life.
I have read so much. Heard so much. Viewed so many movies, stories, videos and what not of so many people who have broken hearts and can't get beyond the grief.
What I now know is that tears are ok, feelings don't have to be hidden, and people will accept you no less now than in the past. Peace of mind can be elusive. We try so many things to make it better, but in the end all you have to do is accept that loss, in order to start healing.
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What can I say about Korea. It was a year in my life in the military. A lot of the GI's would be almost broke before or by the middle of month.
I use to wait till after the 15th of the month to go into town (Pyeongtaek) and shop. Merchants were superstitious. If you were the first person to walk into their shop for the day, they believed they needed to sell you something.
So I would find what I liked from previous visits, if they were still there of course, and haggle the price down until I was satisfied and buy it. Then take the items to the mailroom, and get them ready for shipping back stateside.
Some of my finds: Full size mink blanket, Wilson baseball glove, sneakers, black pearl ring for Nadine and white pearl earrings, and lastly a members only jacket and a custom made suit.
When I arrived in BWI airport I remember a man trying to buy the jacket right off my back for a ridiculous amount of money. No way did I sell it.
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Our company asked for volunteers to be in a Korean movie about:
Kim Duk-Koo
Kim Duk-Koo (January 8, 1959 – November 18, 1982) was a South Korean boxer who died following a world championship boxing match against Ray Mancini.
The American boxer was one of our soldiers. We were extras that were bused to the stadium and sat in the stands during all the cuts scenes taken of the fight.
Then about 4 of us were picked (me included, wearing my members only jacket) to climb into ring, slowly walk through, look at the boxer on the floor, and exit the ring. We each received about $35 in Korean currency for the event, a Korean meal, and a bus ride back.
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