its been a little over a year since my other half left me. When will I ever feel like I’m not waiting for him anymore? I wait for his calls, his texts and for him to just pull into the driveway. Every time I go see his parents, part of me even hopes he’s going to be parked into his normal spot. Even though I know none of it’s true, it will never happen, I still hope for it and leave disappointed every time. It’s been a year, I’m still grieving. I have to go a life time without him, and I feel I will be grieving for this entire life. I am sad, I am angry, I am hurt.. still lost and confused. Ouch
so very sorry for your loss. i fell the same way almost every day. my husband use to hang out in his building in back of our house. alone about 7 pm i would always call him to tell him to come in get his shower and join me for movies. now at 7 pm i find myself still thinking he should come inside. i have picked the phone to call him then the pain in my stomach hits me. he is not coming in ever again. i sometimes think he has being gone too long and needs to come home now and again i want to call him. i dont know how this stuff last but i do know it is so very painful.
