Special Life Taken By A Drug Addict

My husband was at work on his job for the state and was hit and killed by a woman driver on drugs (7 different kinds of drugs). This was seven years ago and it sometimes seems like it was only yesterday. I get angry when I even think about her and her negligence. She not only hurt her family, she destroyed mine. We had been married for 40 years and have two daughters and five grandchildren, all of whom will never grow up knowing their Papa. I have forgiven her, but I just can't seem to forget her unrepentant attitude and ways.