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So Alone

Discussion in 'Loss of Spouse' started by eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023.

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  1. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    Don;t know what's wrong with me but a maga-tailspin here.. of course I know what's wrong with me, duh! I watched my bestie wither and horrifically die a protracted painful death... my son moved away. I find myself TOTALLY alone in a fK*d up world. I have no friends or purpose... I don't want to do ANYTHING!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I mean Mega not "Maga" 72323JungleKatz.jpg ... I am NOT political at all I don't give a FK!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  3. RLC

    RLC Well-Known Member

    George I feel you. There’s so much pain. Our lives are like a roller coaster and we can get off. I’m sorry you’re feeling such loneliness but I understand. It’s pure torture. I know there’s nothing I can say to help. Except I understand and I’m glad you shared how you’re feeling. I can be in a room full of people and feel totally alone. You’ll get passed this but it’s difficult. You’re in my thoughts George. Thank you once again for sharing you’re beautiful art.
    Lots of love and hugs, Robin
     
    RLC, Aug 6, 2023
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  4. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I'm not doing good! I hate everything right now! Just cuz I moved everyone thinks I'm OK I am NOT! OJK! I fuic*** vkjng Hate EVERYTHINMMG today! I have NB)O FRIENDS NO Support! I am not doing good . I Miss you VALERIE! I really feel like one cares....
     
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  5. Rose69

    Rose69 Well-Known Member

    Hi Robin, Hi George, I get it. Is it because it's Sunday, because it's the Summer Holiday season? Why do these days seem to be so much worse to get through? There's no limit to this emptiness, loneliness, is there?
     
    Rose69, Aug 6, 2023
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  6. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    All I have is ice and sleep!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  7. Rose69

    Rose69 Well-Known Member

    Robin, agree with you, I feel so much more lonelier when I'm among other people, except for when I'm talking to all of you.
     
    Rose69, Aug 6, 2023
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  8. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I DON'T KNOW.. i miss her so much today no one gives a sht! I FEEL SO DISCONNECTED AND ALONE. Lou CALLS ME THE ULTIMATE4 grief warrier... i FEEL HOPELESS.... I am helpless I hurt so bad today! I hate the world today! I feel so messed up with grief! My wife died man... my best friend left me no no one likes me !@ Everything Fn**mfg Sux!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I feel so F-d up! I cry Abd cry! No one cares!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I feel so bad lately! Lou goes off dancing... I HAVENOTHINGH!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    Thatz my F+ng life dude!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  12. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    Sorry for my whining...
     
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  13. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I feel so bad today! And alone
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  14. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I miss her so much
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  15. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I have no one
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  16. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I hurt so bad inside
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  17. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I know my son loves me.. but he needs to do his own thing and be a man... Itz too late for me I* think.
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  18. kelso

    kelso Well-Known Member

    my life today is awful. terrt passed awway on a sunday i am LOST
     
    kelso, Aug 6, 2023
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  19. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    I totally here you DEATH SUX!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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  20. eyepilot13

    eyepilot13 Well-Known Member

    After over two and a half years I am still so LOST!
     
    eyepilot13, Aug 6, 2023
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