Well, I thought I was doing so well after losing my husband eight months ago but I’ve been a mess the past few days. I got my 3rd covid shot and wasn’t feeling well from it so I’ve stayed home the past 4 days and haven’t wanted to talk to anyone - our 57th anniversary would have been tomorrow so this is definitely a trigger. I am usually out and about and talking to lots of people. I just don’t feel like it - what’s the point? Some of my kids will come over to help me through the anniversary- I am really down and crying a lot.