I lost my sister in April to a drug overdose. I didn't know she was a user, so to have the toxicology report come back w/ that was a shock in its own. From April to now, I would only casually see my sister in my dreams. For the last few weeks, I've been seeing my sister more often, and when I do see her in my dreams, I sob uncontrollably, or realize she's dead all over again. I wake up feeling emotionally drained because these dreams feel so real. Last night, I saw her again and I was so happy but, same thing -- she was fine and then I remember she's dead. Has this ever happened to anyone? How do you deal with the dreams? Do we just push through? I keep trying to find meaning behind them, but I'm not sure if that's even needed.