Hi, I’ve just lost my mum. It was sudden and not at all expected. My dad died 10 months ago and my heart is just so heavy. For my mum to go just a week ago - I just don’t even know how to feel. I miss her so much. No words can comprehend the pain that my body is in, but my mind feels numb. I’m trying to keep myself healthy, keep myself safe with the urban family I’ve built over the past several years but she was my beat friend. I told her everything. And now she isn’t here and I don’t know what to do.