After fighting alzheimers for 8 years, the last three months a heavy decline, I lost my mother on March 22, 2022, the day I was going to visit her in assisted living. My mom and I have always been close even though we lived 2 hours away, I always found time to visit her and call every day. Since her passing, I have been in a fog as the loss has engulfed me in depression. I listen to her voice mail on my phone so I can hear her sweet voice. But I think that only makes me worse. I talk to my sister and brother which has helped, but I think I need professional intervention. Unfortunately the hospital has a 4 month waiting list for grief therapy. Mother's day was hard without her. I believe every holiday is going to hit me hard. My dad passed away 6 years ago but I wasn't close to him because of issues. My mother was my best friend and it's killing me.
