Six years ago, I lost my cousin Russell to suicide. He was a drug addict, and died of an intentional drug overdose. He was six years older and was more like a big brother to me. When he committed suicide, I was devastated. I called him every name in the book because I was so angry. I screamed, "Why didn't you call, someone? We would have done all we could to help you! Why would you do this!?!"
