I lost my husband on Dec24,2019. We planned out the rest of our future together after he survived cancer in 2018. Bought a house. Going to fix it up to our liking. Even though he was cancer free he never fully recovered from the surgery. It wasn’t until countless test that he was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig’s (ALS) on oct 31 2019. They told us he had it for couple of years. Nothing prepared me for what was to come. It happened so quickly without mercy. At least cancer he had a percentage of survival but with ALS it’s a death sentence. I miss him so much. He was my best friend of 20 years. We did everything together. Now I’m trying to exist and not lose the house. Just needing to talk. My grief counselor recommended this website thinking it will help me out.