My wife passed in Aug 2019 we had been together for 30yrs and now I'm left alone , you really dont consider these things when your young , your just busy with life running around doing every thing day to day . I guess you take things for granted that they always going to be there and one day they are now. Now I'm left alone and to figure out how to live the rest of my life. I dont really have any friends close by and thats the hardest thing for me I think I dont have anyone to just get lunch with or go get coffee with. There is just that emptyness all the time. Its been 6 months since she passed away and some days are harder than others, I just keep trying to push myself to do things but its really hard sometimes. I'm 65 now and was always really active but just dont feel like doing things. Just mope around alot of the time.