Lost of my one and only son

I did go to the picnic. I looked out at the volleyball field and all the kids playing saying to myself my son should be out there! It was heart wrenching not having him there enjoying the food. You fake the smile and go on....

 

I am so sorry for your pain. I know it is almost impossible, if not impossible, to enjoy anything because of your loss.
May God strengthen you and support you for all you go through.

 

How are things going for you today, Shirley?

 

Tomorrow will be 6 months but its still feel like yesterday. I hope everyone is doing well

 

It's been three years almost definitely does not feel like it.

 

After the loss of a child it seems like everything dates from how much time has passed since the loss-even time revolves around our child. They are central to our heart.

 

I didn't think about that. It is very true guess I don't really mean for it to bed that way.

 

I think we really can't much help for it to be that way.