My story is different. I feel like I lost my sister over ten years ago due to her drug use but she actually died a few days ago. I had not spoken to her in the past 2-3 yrs. She pushed me and my family away. We found out that she committed suicide. She left no note or anything for her daughter, my parents or me. I miss the sister I had before drugs took her years ago but don’t miss the selfish, nasty person she became. Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time?
I hear you!!!!!!! I miss my loving part of my sister and dont miss how she would get judgey! It sucks, doesn't it. Few understand close siblings and then the loss...So sorry you had double the loss with her...it feels like I lost a healthy sister and then 3 yrs later the sick sister finally died.... so again a double wammy but slightly different than yours....
i'm thinking of starting a live grief group in oregon it would be for 4 weeks only an hour per session and then 4 weeks off on...4 off 4...if i wasn't doing so much i'd do probably 90 min for 6 weeks..but busy busy..no way i can make that happen...starting with baby steps...... not much for grievers in my community now, besides, mr. mustache man ...(grief share)
