Lost my mom in July

I lost my mom suddenly in July. She had battled some health scares and was on the mend and suddenly she needed surgery she never recovered from. I'm struggling with my grief. I've never lost someone who meant so much to me and it's a battle every single day to keep getting out of bed.

People keep telling me it will get easier with time, but my mom was my everything and I don't see how it could. It also feels disrespectful to my mom and her life if things do get easier.

How do I keep going when it feels like my world ended with her?