I had miss my girl since year 3/5/2015 , she is 18 years old and very well playing and passion in music . Until today I still grief until my negative taugh told me just give up everything n sleep , don't care your own hubby , son & mum , become so selfish to keep inside the room . Thank God, my pastor has guide me in the right path and a lot of prayers to help me move on . I can laugh anytime n crying anytime . I put all her photo everywhere ,in my wallet too . I can't share my grief to friends or family who is not go through . They will change the topic when I share my girl story . Possible they want me to erase all the memory n b normal n happy but I can't . I still need her in my heart to move on .