This year has been horrible. I still miss her so much. She died of a brain tumor at age 36. I have been horribly depressed for the past several months and don't know what to do. I am in a grief group which meets once a month but it is not enough. I feel like my life is worthless. I am almost 73 years old and deel I have nothing to live for. I have another daughter and 2 granddaughters who live nearby but feel as if they care more for their grandfather and stepgrandmother because they can afford to take them on nice trips and take them shopping, which I cannot afford to do. I am still working and really have nothing to show for it. I feel like my life is a shambles without my daughter. I really don't know what to do.