My mom was diagnosed 6 years ago with breast cancer and fought for so long but two weeks ago it took her life. She was my best friend and now I feel as if she left me all alone. Both my dad and brother keep their emotions to themselves so I have no one to really talk to. I try and talk to my friends but they do not truly understand what I am going through. I was holding hands with my mom the moment she passed and all I can hear is her taking her last breathe. I went into my moms room the other day expecting to see her and she wasn't there which made me breakdown. I have been having panic attacks at night to the point where I make myself sick and can no longer breathe. I don't know how I am supposed to keep going without her. She always knew what to say to make me feel better. I lay awake at night crying until I fall asleep but I do not know what to do.