Lost dad suddenly

I lost my dad end of April. My 15 year old brother with special needs lost his dad. My 25 year old brother who’s in a very tough moment in his life after graduation lost his dad. My mom is the one that hurts the most. She lost her husband, her person. She had lost both parents long ago and my dad was the one she leaned on as they raised my special needs brother. It hurts me that she’s now alone in caring for our youngest brother. I’m trying everything to get our family to live in the same country. Im in a very uncertain moment in my life when I lost my dad. Everything I did I failed in but I had my parents who stayed consistent. They loved me unconditionally and loosing that makes all my other rejections and failures mean nothing. I lost my anchor, my support, my biggest cheerleader, the man who taught me everything, and my best friend. My dad has departed from us in flesh but he’s with the lord in paradise. God is good! I can’t wait to see him again in eternity