Loss of Son in Law ...... 2 months ago at 35 years old

I signed up on this site before I lost my son in law. I'm having a hard time. I lived with the family, my daughter, son in law and 2 young boys for approx 1.5 years. Boys are now 3 and 5. The really are hard after losing my sil is I am now half a country away from the family as they live in Kansas and I live in FL. I'm wondering if there is anyone at all who can possibly relate to my story. In the past I've lost my Father, Husband, and Mother before my son in law. I'm exhausted and tired.......each passing brings emotions of all the others on top of the latest loss.