I lost my niece yesterday.she was born and complications led to her demise.i live away from home,and am millions away from family and have no way of grieving with them. I feel guilty and dont want to make her death about me but i loved her from the moment my brother told me of her existance and now i am devastated and dont know what to do. How do i grieve a person i never met and yet the pain of the loss is like several gut punches...why do i feel like i am having a bad dream and cant wake up
