I'm new here so I am not quite sure what to expect but I am just going to try and explain things as much as I can. On March 3, 2021 my boyfriend Scott relapsed and overdosed. On March 12 (his birthday) I gave birth to our little girl Ava. The grieving and healing process is already up and down but with losing life and gaining life at the same time, i just feel crazy but more of a numbness. Things are a little more hurtful lately bc I have people in my ear about moving on and how I'll find someone and I'll find someone for Ava ... I understand people are just trying to help but that does not help me. I feel so alone. People never understood our relationship to begin with and now it's as if people find it easier to act like he didnt exist. There is so much more but I figured I'd just give a summary and go from there.. I just feel so alone. He was best friend..my person.