I just list my mom to sepsis it was unexpected and while I grieve I'm watching my dad married for 50 years with mom slowly lose his will to go on he is lost devastated and is giving up right in front of me, I feel helpless and unequiped to handle the tasks at hand...I am mentally drained and physically exhausted. It's nice to find others who can relate here unfortunately cuz of the topic but fortunately c7z we can help eachother get through what seems impossible right now