I don’t know how to be

I’m 34, and lost my husband 5 months ago due to a horrible car accident. I truly feel like a large part of myself has died, and I’m really not sure how to be without him. We had been trying for a baby, so we had quite a bit of baby items around the house. People keep telling me not to get rid of these items because they might come in handy someday, but right now those things are just too painful to look at. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? Does it get better? Like I said, it’s been 5 months and it still all feels so raw.