My name is chandler. Me and my partner were together 15 years. Last September he was outed. That night he blew his brains out. I died with him that night because i couldn't protect him
I'm sorry for your loss. When the one you love leaves apart of you does go with them. I pray that you get stronger with each passing day.
Oh my god I am so sorry. I can't imagine . I lost my partner after 48 yrs to illness, and I know what I am going thru.