Thanks for sharing your story Gary... I got to say goodbye for over a year really, I just didn't realize what I was doing. From about January of 2020 through 2/21 I couldn't wouldn't believe rationally she would die. She didn't admit it either. We didn't talk at all about death. I just kept up a silly nonsense banter especially as she got closer and closer to the end. We just didn't realize she was that close. The medical complex didn't really help with anything definitive for us to face other than her cancer was incurable... Nothing we can do, maybe more radiation, maybe super drug will get discovered, etc... well thanks for sharing and listening!