I lost my husband of 31 years on November 3, 2020, After a battle with cancer that was diagnosed in August 2020. My husband, best friend, favorite person died at home. I know it was a great gift to give him but it was the hardest thing I ever had to do, and I never want to have to do that again. I’m really struggling now that he is gone. I think being a caregiver was a diversion from the reality of what was really happening, and now he is gone And I’m really feeling the void he left. I just miss him so much. I just don’t know what to do to feel better.