Hello im new here! I lost my fiance suddenly in hospital due to stage 4 cancer. 11 days before his passing i lost my one and only family member, which was my grandmother. I dont have family, I dont have much friends. Im pretty much alone. My finance family is kicking me out the house and want me to move out by end of the month. But I don't even have a place to stay. Life is so cruel right now. The only 2 people I had are now gone. No one will ever love me the way he loved me. Im so lost without him. He passed 1/1/26. Please help me guys. Im so lost. Every time I close my eyes I see and hear how he tragically passed away in front of me. They tried to do cpr but when they got a faint pulse, he pretty passed away on life support. Cpr gives brain damage. Please help me please.