Hi, I'm going to turn 65 in a few days. In February I was diagnosed with cancer. My wife who had just turned 52 was going to take care of me. We just did our first Chemo treatment together on March 20th. 4 days later she left for work, and never came home again. At 10:00am on Friday the 24th, my son called. She passed out at work and was on the way to the hospital. She had a massive stroke, on both sides of the brain. They took her off life support yesterday, and she passed at 7:07 pm last night 3-29-23. Now it's just me, and my 19 year old son who just lost his mom, the poor kid. We are in a world of hurt. I have ton's of support, but I needed a place to vent, and learn. Right now, I'd diagnose how I feel as shock, PTSD, numbness, etc. My wife was my world. and just like that, she's gone.