Hello, my name is Marilyn and I loss my older brother from a motorbike accident it was sudden and a big impact on my family. losing a brother is something no one should experience but I loss my brother. losing my brother was a mess it made my family lose ourself mentally. My older brother had a baby before he died and then was born after and all of his kids my nieces and nephews are all I live for, they are my loves. if I could have one moment with him I would tell him how much I love him and how amazing he was. I am sorry if you have lost your brother I know how deep that loss cuts because I've been through it too. Grief is hard, but you don't have to face it alone.
I too lost my oldest brother to a car accident. It tore our family apart and estranged my other older brother. Here 20 years later and I still find myself struggling from what could have been. Nothing has been the same or ever will be again. The older I get the worse it feels seeing what he missed. I, as well as my family, still havent learned how to cope with it. Life goes on but it just isnt the same and neither are we.
