Feeling numb with a hole in my heart. So many regrets. My dad died unexpectantly a week ago. He was 74 and not in the greatest health but we thought we had a few more years left with him. I cannot motivate myself to go back to work. It's easier to keep moving and run misc errands than deal with my feelings day to day. Trying to find local grieving support group and not having much luck. When will I snap out of it?
Dear Ami, I am so sorry for your devastating and unexpected heartbreaking loss of your father. I lost my Dad nearly two years ago very unexpectedly as well, thinking I too had many years with him. I remember the cruel reality that the world goes on as my world completely stopped! I hope in the past few months you’ve found the ability to return to work, one day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Grief is not easy. Take care, Sandy