I lost my fiancé. We have 3 children.

monday morning, January 21st, I found my husbands body. It was like nothing I've ever seen before. I slept in a different room that night with our 6 month old baby because she was sick. He was only 38 years old. We had plans to marry this year. It's only been a little over a week. I wake up each day not knowing what I am doing. My world revolved around him and his schedule. I did everything for that man. His love for me was indescribable. He made sure I felt it everyday. Without that, I don't know who I am. Without him. I know everyone says you have to be strong for our children, but I am so weak right now. I don't know what to do. He was our sole provider. He was our everything. I think shock and devastation do not have enough strength to describe what I feel at this moment.

 

I am very sorry for the loss you and family are going through. Like you I am young my wife was 43 as we were married for 14 loving years. I lie in bed at night and think I may live longer than we were together. That is a very big pill to swallow as my whole world has come to an end. You as a mother will find strength to carry on for the sake of the children. It has only been 1 month for me and still I cant focus or go long with out thinking of my wife.