Last week I wrote how it seems my Sofia is slipping away from me. This week she is very much on my mind and yes in my ❤ as well. I guess that after a while we accept the loss, but in no way we are content, we know our love is gone and simply must 'keep going forward'. I guess what really hurts the most is having to pretty much keep all my thoughts to my- self and yes it hurts. I suppose maybe wrongfully, that since just about everyone in the family is so into God, meaning it is about the only subject I hear, that they'd know what I am going thr- ough and ask if I'd like to talk about things. Nope. So not going to happen. So that is the way it is and will, I suppose always will be, that families can really fall short of giving support. I am being helped in other ways so far as getting settled but there are times I could really appreciate some1 Listening to how I feel.
