Heroin took my fiance on June 21st, 2019. My heart is broken, I no longer feel complete . I hate it here . I have awful depression and anxiety the only thing that keeps me going is being 8 months pregnant with a little girl. As I get closer to my due date it seems like coping with my lose is only getting harder . My mind constantly thinks about how he should be here and of all the things he is going to be missing out on . I try to be grateful for the time we did have together here on earth but, the bad out weighs the good . Who decided that our chapter was to be cut short anyways ? I can honestly say that my daughter is the only reason I'm alive. Sending love to anyone going through a difficult time.