It's been 6 month's since my fiancé was suddenly and tragically taken from me. I think about him every second of every day!!! Some days are better than others,but I feel as though I'm obsessing or "OVER DOING IT" when ever I don't rest unless his memorial where he was killed at is decorated just right,or if a little bit of extra dust gets on his pictures, or ANYTHING pertaining to my baby. I am LOST without him and consumed with depression and loneliness. How do I move forward with ANYTHING? I lost so much weight. My God don't let me start to feel a tad better and have a dream about him, it sets me back 20steps the next day and for many days after once I wake up and realize thats all it was..... A dream I don't know what to do. I am really at my wits end and I'm desperate for help!!