The rational mind is overrated. Learning there is such a thing as widow fog helped me SOOOO much the first couple of years. Especially due to the pressures I put on myself coupled with the questioning of my sanity and just literally feeling like I was in a fog. I'm not the only one and NEITHER ARE YOU! I share these 2 parts with you with the love and support and encouragement. You are not alone. Jill, Admin. Grief Forward...stop by and follow, please. You can also give a "LIKE" on facebook. I am here for you...message and reach out. ANY TIME! https://griefforwardblog.wordpress.com/2019/02/05/understanding-widow-fog-pt-1/ https://griefforwardblog.wordpress.com/2019/02/05/understanding-widow-fog-pt-2/ griefforwardblog.wordpress.com Also on facebook